Why suddenly I can't on9....

This is becoz my exam near alreadi (61 days more)..
other than that,

one day,
2morrow is my exam...
i used my computer in my room...
but unfortunately..
my father was "MC" so didn't go to work..
my father go in to my room...
he saw me using the comp...
he was like "angry"..
i turn off the comp and take a nap...
when i woke up..
the laptop was gone!
my father take it and hide it...
i know where he put it..
but, i let it be....
i was really sad + bit angry...
after the trial exam end...
i ask my father for my laptop...
but he said, it is only trial and the major exam not end alreadi.. it was 164 days b4 my major exam...
"used the desktop la" he added...
the desktop comp was my 1st brother de...
my father's and my 2nd brother comp me can used but full wit rules...
most of the time i wan to ask permission on using their comp...
they were using it... do assingment la... watch movies la... and much more la...

there was a time when i can on9 24 hours, whenever i wan to on9 or play games...
but that time gone...
wut to do?
i have to keep on moving forward without my comp....T_T
fortunately i still have my wonderful, powerful, nice, mega, bombastic, spastic, cool, "cute" pda phone....haha^^ cool eh? i know, i know... ceh~!